Hey Natas
As far as i know we aren't skill based therefor not beeing a fraggin machine is ok....and u improved a lot the last days and i think u will get better with some more time.
You are a nice person and communicative, so stay active ingame and at forum and everthing is fine =)
If you dont want to play anymore at any point in future you have to tell it(not like the last time)
Greetings